It's us , living in the now!
It's been a few days where nostalgia strangely has been my loyal companion! "It's totally a different story how I ended up this way, we'll get back to that"!
So like any person from the cursed 21st century, I started checking my old messages , even the ones from 2007! "Yes I'm freaking old and still can't make a decision if I should thank technology for arousing my memories!"
I've read each conversation with each person I was involved with whether we ended up together or not ! " don't ask how many!"
I always knew that people shape our personalities whether we wanted it or not but never thought that we can actually become a 50 shades of "us" according to people we fall for.
Every damn conversation was a reminder of a different me. " Like I never thought I could be a funny person but fuck! I was in some period!" And the hopeless romantic theme to my life turned to ch ch ch cherry bomb song when I hooked up with " won't tell you!"
No matter how self-confident and emotionally stable you think you are people can and will actually affect you in some way or another "not always in a good way though" especially the ones that crawl to your heart without any permission and many times the hopeless cases.
The saddest part though that sometimes we end up losing those personalities" little pieces of us " when we no longer have these people in our lives, yet a song, a sentence, or even a dream can bring back many memories; memories you ignored or your subconscious chose to bury deep down for your sake. The only thing you can do when you remember is to smile and move on.
So like any person from the cursed 21st century, I started checking my old messages , even the ones from 2007! "Yes I'm freaking old and still can't make a decision if I should thank technology for arousing my memories!"
I've read each conversation with each person I was involved with whether we ended up together or not ! " don't ask how many!"
I always knew that people shape our personalities whether we wanted it or not but never thought that we can actually become a 50 shades of "us" according to people we fall for.
Every damn conversation was a reminder of a different me. " Like I never thought I could be a funny person but fuck! I was in some period!" And the hopeless romantic theme to my life turned to ch ch ch cherry bomb song when I hooked up with " won't tell you!"
No matter how self-confident and emotionally stable you think you are people can and will actually affect you in some way or another "not always in a good way though" especially the ones that crawl to your heart without any permission and many times the hopeless cases.
The saddest part though that sometimes we end up losing those personalities" little pieces of us " when we no longer have these people in our lives, yet a song, a sentence, or even a dream can bring back many memories; memories you ignored or your subconscious chose to bury deep down for your sake. The only thing you can do when you remember is to smile and move on.
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