Some of Us just have to grow up. It's tragic and depressing, but at some point accepting the reality and trying to bend with it is what I called Maturity. The truth is you can't get what you want so eventually we end up with giving up our most important goals, things that we were born to do hoping that we've made the right decision, but regrets and Ifs will always hunt us, in fact, dreams are just for weak and naive people so we suck it up and keep on breathing cause that's life...